miss me yea! ><

BRB, after EOY~



-yanting(:

tears.

yanting's feeling low now.
whywhywhy.
tears, slash my heart.
i have been such a fool.

APAINFULGOODBYE.

RAH at you people! :D
tdy is mixed feeling day.
happy, sad then happy. (:
i have nth much t blog bout lessons tdy,
IM A LAZY BLOGGER , YOU KNOW.
i suddenly realised tht i hv kinda lost focus in my studies, after wht my dad said t mi ytd. I shall do my best t pull myself back. i have flunked badly for all th tests this yr, i must buck up. Common test, I will pass with flying colours (I hope).

i didn't have ACC for tdy. as in, i was spending almost th whole one hour in th toilet.
CHARM yujun n jiayi was there too.
and jian le i wna tell you, i know you feel chao hurt. actually i understand how you feel. truly understand. i know tht you may think im talking crap, in th toilet. but actually, tht's wht i wna say t you truthfully. :D JunHong is harsh, I know, but that's just his personality. I know you don't like tht, you can't possibly like EVERYONE'S character, but you shouldn't let his moment of folly bother you so much. :D I seriously hope you felt better. (: AND IM SURE YOU DO OKIE, GOT ME THIS COUNSOLLING EXPERT THERE! hah, jk. many of you must be chao shocked and amazed and mad, tht im telling here t cheer up in this post. but i think, i have no wrong saying this luh. as in, this is really wht i feel, i really think tht she should cheer up, i know how hurt she is, and there is no point of me being a hypocrite or suck up here. :D
so, KWANJIANLE, BE STRONG. xDDD

i walked t mrt with yoke kay tdy! :D
after tht i went t JEC, t buy SOMETHING, then surprisingly, i saw CHARM with her mother there! :D
her mother then went else where t buy sth, leaving me and CHARM there! shiok man, we shopped! hah.
went home at 5 plus, met mum at lot 1! hee.


i done my hmwrk, okie.
i even did th summary for english okie, and i exceeded 40words SLIGHTLY nia! haha, pro right. people don't be jealous. oops. :P
I did history workbook too okie, I BET MANY OF YOU NEVER DO.
see, im bucking up! (: i hope tht my 'determination' will last. lol.


people, i gonna venge all my mixed feelings now. so, if you don feel like reading crap, scram right now.
one matter has let me been in a foul mood for quite some time tdy. I was sad. I was heart broken. I cried in class. Not a single soul knows.

Tears welled up in my eyes as i felt the heart-wrenching pain. Seriously, its excruciating.
Shall my journey of learning piano just end here, thou i hvn't started for REAL long.
but for this period of time, i have alr developed a strong passion and love for piano. I still remember, when i first joined piano class, that was 19 september 2007, I was nervous. I didn't knew a shyt about piano. I went in with tensed up feelings. Fortunately, I have like, met th best piano teacher on earth. Miss Janice. She taught me patiently, although i had been slow at th beginning. She made lessons interesting for me. Of course, i must say that there are times when she chided me too, however, she had my interest at heart. She spend time teaching me leisure pieces, like tong hua, cannon. She spend time building up my interest for fingering exercises like hanon. And its all because of her, my passion and love for piano has developed strongly. At first, I did not give a damn about piano AT ALL. but slowly, i practice piano at home, i tried t go ahead of th teacher. I have seen my improvements personally, i can't deny tht. and i can say, it is because of th hard work i put in and th time i fork out.
Every tuesday, i will have t rush home from sku. Rush t th centre from home. for piano lesson. i even have tuition on tht night. But i did not even utter a word of complain. Yes, sometimes i grudge t my friends, due t overloading work and stress. But i have never ever lost interest in piano. I have never had th intention of quitting piano.
until ytd, someone told me tht my time managements between studies, cca and piano is wrong. I admit, i normally do not do hmwrk on tuesday, as i was really tired. He told me tht i, somehow or rather, have t give up on one of them. I was stunned.
There is no way i can give up on dance. Dance had alr been part of my life, giving up dance is like letting part of me die. If i give up on studies, I will cause lots of hurt and disappointment on ALOT of people. Which i can't afford to.
My dad advices tht i quit piano.
I will be disappointing Miss Janice, disappointing MYSELF.
As i think of Miss Janice, i really feel this strong pierce in my heart. She has spend so much time nurturing me, until now. I am actually taking my exams at this end of year. BUT NOW, i have to GIVE UP. Miss Janice would be so disappointed, all her efforts will gone down t th drain. she had told me and siewyi, she had high expectations on us. She kept telling us ' you guys can de lah'. she trust us so much, and yet, i have to disappoint her like that. i can only say,
IM SORRY, MISS JANICE.

I guess, at this point of time, wht i can only do.
is t bade a painful goodbye t piano.
due t overloading work and stress, i have t bade a painful goodbye t piano.
isn't that all my retarded damn darn fault! Its all due t my, my ignorance, my disability in managing my own time well enough, my failure in studying hard.
I have t bade a painful goodbye t piano.

IMSORRY,
goodbye.







04/08/08, yanting gave up hope on piano.
its all HER fault.
04/08/08, i'll never forget.






...

yawns.

rah at you ppl. :D
see, charmony and bernard, i am updating.
AND THIS BLOG AINT DEAD! thou whee-haha is.
lol.
if you call this dead,
then wht is yujun's? oops.
okie lah, whee-haha die-ded, but its reincarnated into manymany--love right.
yujun reincarnate oso like die die lidat.
oops, sorry sorryyyyyyy yujunnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
i hope she doesn't read this. :P

elit test was okie uh. thou i din study much. I rmb when mr soo said last two minutes, i was still at qn 4(b)! walao eh, den i was like chiong all th way. last few qns th handwriting idk like wht. LOL.
bio test was like, A PIECE OF SHYT LAH. walao, i gonna flunk. :(
charmony junhong mark said they could get 20 &above. pro lo.

i forget bout th lessons le lah.
i only know something disastrous happened t me during math lesson.
shouldn't say it here. :)

SWIMMINGGGG IS FUNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!
we did lots of breast stroke and tred water and dive and all tht shyt luh. JOHN IS NICE NICE NICEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE! i shall not teast him and call him UNCLE john. :D
chiong-ed t dance afterwards. on th way back was really tired and restless, most probably due t th laps.

dance is funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn.
bleah.
laoshi's warm-up is funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. :D:D:D
did quite a few runs of NDP.
I admit my stamina really sucks as i am really chao tired after tht lo.
But still, my spirits aint dampened and i will jiayou and persevere! :D
tml's the war, i must set th right mindset for it. I will reflect thru my previous dance practices and i shall see wht armour i shall wear for tml's war. LOL!
(jk, man.) i will jiayou for tml. :D
ily dance!
ily nhds!
ily sec1'08! (:

im tired.
i shall let my post b short and end here.




no more conflicts.
please.
all this is really tiring.
one problem is solved and then another arised.
we shall all learn t give instead of keep taking.
and, forgive and forget.
STAY BONDED, ily all. <3

booboobah, you make me have th strength t hold on. x3

wifey, ily. ><

all earthlings, smile. :DD

Red is the colour of shame. Crimson cheeks and spilled blood.Broken hearts, opened veins. A burning desire to return to white.

RAH, people.
i don care hw much you ppl complained bout this greeting tdy okie,
i gonna be myself. :D
I love my this post tittle man! (:
Acknowledgments: Pretty Face, Mary Hagon. :D



Today..
humph,
i've got stm.
i think.
i dun quite rmb wht happened.
BUT I KNOW,
ITS CHEHMEH'S B'DAY! :D:D
<3<3x3x3



i bet you'll love th so kawaii neh bearbear dearly.
but im sure you'll love me more. :P
chehmeh day, honoured huh!



Actually i dono wht t blog bout lessons tdy le.
shall blog onnnnn...



PRETTY FACE
BY
MARY HAGON.


And its a book i borrowed from charmony,
she wants mi t credits her!
(haix ppl, see, im forced. haha jkjkjk! i hope she doesn't read this oh.)
oops.
jkjkjkjkjk! its her book!
if she neh lend mi,
it will be my sun3 shi1~!
haha tytytytytyty charmony wifeyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! :D
love ya loads! <3


________Pretty Face

-mary hagon



Whoa, i sound like I doing book review or i am th author trying t promote my new book lidat.

lol.
i just gonna share with you guys this lil part of th story which i think, is touching luh.
many of you may think, OMG lah, its NOTHING!
but i seriously think its heart wrenching, FOR ME at least.


(chao brief intro by YANTING!) (:

This girl called Hayley is in love with this guy called Drew. Hayley's BFF, Jackie ( its a girl okie ppl) , is also helping Hayley t make out with Drew. There are a few instances where Drew appeared t be more concerned for Jackie then Hayley, and Hayley noticed it too. But Hayley chose to be blind about it. One day, during a threesome outing (Jackie, Hayley, Drew), Drew suggested they go t the beach. Drew was in the water. while hayley and jackie stays on land. jackie loves th seas, but she act as if she don coz she don wana get more of drew's attention then hayley. hayley hates th sun and the seas. Drew yelled, " Sharks are more afraid of you then you are of them!" Hayley was about t reply t Drew, when she realised tht Drew wasn't even talking t her. Drew was talking t Jackie! Hayley know she must do something at this point of time. thus, she get into the water! But she feel heavy and bulky coz of her jeans and size.





(I- Hayley)



"I've been meaning to ask you something," I start, playfully prancing side-to-side beneath the water.

"Yeah?" he says. Then he dives under a wave and pops back up. "I've been meaning to ask you something, too."

"Really?"

My pulse speeds up. I float. Honestly, I can't feel the bottom of the ocean. Maybe my feet are numb. Maybe it's love.

"You first," I say, smiling coyly.

"No, you," he says.

"No, you."

"No, you."

"Okay," I take a deep breath at the exact moment another wave hits. Salt water flies down my throat. I cough like a dog choking on a chicken bone. Very unladylike, as classy as a belly burp at a funeral, I'm mortified. Drew stnds there helplessly.

"Are you okay?" he asks.

Desperate to capture a shred of dignity, I gasp between hacks, " You talk, I'll breathe."

Drew chuckles. Then, he gets serious.

"I was wondering," he says, pausing.

"Yes?" Cough, cough.

"You don't have to answer if you don't want to."

Bark. Bark. "Don't worry. Ask me anything."

He says, " Okay. Here goes."

Beneath the water, my heart is pounding so hard, I'm sure I'm calling whales. The ocean isn't so bad after all.

In fact, I feel at one with the cradle of evolution. I, too, shall emerge from the sea a new spieces - a girl with a boyfriend.
"What is it, Drew?" I managed to ask in my sexiest voice.
"Do you think Jackie would go out with me?"
I blink. My eyelashes are sticky.
"What?"
"Jackie. Do you think she'd go out with me?"
Its just a nano-second, but I literally feel the earth stop turning. A slight jolt, like tapping the brakes of a car. In that fraction of a second - so quick, it can't be meausred - I feel my world change.
Drew has the sweetest look on his face. His eyes show more white, his lips are curved in hope. He looks the way my brother, Quinn, looked when he asked me to hold him while he learned how to ice-skate.
It's a face you have to protect.
"She never hooks up with just one guy," I say. The first sentence in my brand-new world.
Drew exhales. "That's coool," he says.
"I'll talk to her."
Drew leans over and plants a salty, wet kiss on my cheek. It feels just like that. Salty. Wet. A cheek kiss that will never be any other kind.
"Thanks, Hayley. You're a true friend."
"I have to go," I said abruptly.
Even though we're both soaking wet, standing there in the Pacific Ocean, I don't want to risk Drew seeing my cry. So, I bte down on the inside of my cheek an wade to shore.
"Wait!" he calls after me.
Turning, i gaze at his beautiful, glistening chest.
"What were you going to ask me?" he shouts.
A wave slams against my waist. This time, it doesn't knock me over. Inhaling, I life my head and yell, "Is it true? What you said?"
Drew looks confused. "About what?"
"Sharks. Are they really more afraid of us than we are of them?"
He laughs. For a moment I let myself drown in the hollows of his cheeks. Then i feel tears gather in my whole head, so I fall face-first into the water. And Drew laughs some more.

- Adapted from Pretty Face, Mary Hagon.


wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~~~~~ (:
nicenice?
i know many people don't bother t read.
losers.
oops.

im tired tired tired!
:D
shall end my post here , huh!
tag replies in next post, yea?
okie i admit im lazy. :P



bye loves! <3
GOOD NIGHT, SWEET DREAMS! (:
zzz.





the reason why I do not look into your eyes directly,
is because,
I don't want t look into your eyes and find your desire for someone else.
booboobah, <3.

MANYMANY--LOVE OPENING!

RAHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
(haha, new blog, old greeting! :D )

see, i am not dead!
i created new blog, changed skin! heh, not bad eh!
this blog is not fully done yet luh, but i am still working on it okie!
at leat i gave a damn! :P

i shall TRY to update more often,
if not i will tio scolding from ppl like charmony again. xDDD

TODAY!
is a great day.

MORNING
did not slack at locker for very long though, i arrived at 7.10am, charmony arrived later! shucks! i shall kill her the next time she's very late. bleahs. :D:D:D IM EVIL, HUH!
went to parade sq,
WENT TO TOILET!
jiayi "tortured" yi hsiu by keep calling her LAOPO loudy in th toilet.
poor yihsiu huh, have a scb (or SCJ) as a LAOPO.
:D
kimberly tio caught by JL, saying her earring is unapproved.
whoa, but it doesn't appear big to mi lo.
had a hard time taking out th earrings,
mi and yujun "chiong-ed" t toilet t help,
though we are not of any help luh.
th cleaning auntie helped kim. :D

LESSONS
chemistry!
this is like a once in a decade thing lah!
i listened to th chur, and i understood! (:
mwahaheh, IMMA CLEVER GIRL OKIE!

HCL was still okie, actually is i forgot le.

morning's class photo was abit of a failure,
coz of some pathetic suckups i think.
haix,
chehmeh don be sad.
CHEERUP! :D:D:D
i support you.
you ding2 ni3 dao4 di3! <3
I LOVE YOUR BDAY CARD LAH!
(BUT I LOVE YOU MORE)
ITS LIKE, BY AN ART-AND-DESIGNER!
BY MY DARLING!
BY OUR CHEHMEH!
I AM SO HONOURED MAN.
AND IM SOOOOO-OO TOUCHED CANS!
people don be jealous.
charmony, i know you have yuting's card, heng! i have chehmeh's too okie! :P:P:P

recess nth unusual lo, the usual CRAPS. :P
lunch i stoned in class!
not exactly, i read charmony's book.
if anyone happened t walk past,
they must be thinking,
"whoa this girl is so guai man! i admire her! "
oops.

ACC
The show was like CHAO SUPER UBER NICE MAN!
coffin too big hole to small --> diao, direct translate man.
i love th actors too. :D
th director is oh-so cuteee!
:P
after acc horny loh,
keep hit here hit there.
people you know wht im talking bout huh! :D

MISS TAN'S FAREWELL PARTY!
This is th thing we anticipated for! :D
in the morning mr mum said he neh buy cake,
i was a tiny bit of disappointed lo.
but he bought in on th way t enrichment!
HOW NICE! <3X3~!

we expected miss tan t cry man.
when she came in with all th lights off, windows closed, doors closed, TOUCHING MAH ISN'T IT.
perhaps she din cry due t th lack of singing of sad songs (-.-") and poppers? DIAO.

The food is nice nice nice! :D
pizza, cake, jelly, chocolate thing, drinks! <3
but crapping and saning is nicer. oops.
took lots lots of photos!
with lots lots of people!
:D
i will upload it th next time,
its "late" and im tired now! hee.

After school walked around with charmony, jianle and chunyi t slack.
we walked past drama studio t kacheo yujun! ;D
at first i was like, walking past th studio so dramatically,
like slow motion plus big actions.
den suddenly yujun's senior's head pop up at th window, " yes?".
walao,
scare mi man.
i ran away lah.
den charmony jianle chunyi laughed.
rah.

kacheo-ed chong ee too!
:D
he looks hilarious.
LOL.

was crazy all th way lah the four of us.
laughing like siaozhabor, and one siaodaboh. :D

charmony's dad is here t send her home.
bade good bye to charmony le,
mi jianle and chunyi still wait for th car t drive past us at front gate so can wave again loh!
see, IMMA NICE GIRL! ;D
i love charm. :D

walked home with jianle and chunyi,
i crapped all th way.
SERIOUSLY ALL TH WAY.

saw ying at lot 1 den go pop and aries! <3

i shall end my post here.
i feel like sleeping le.
i have dental tml and im so chicken now,
HUMPH,
IMMA BRAVE GIRL!
i shall not be scared of th he2 ai2 ke3 qin1 uncle!
oops.
:D

bye loves!
<3









BOOBOOBAH, ILYILYILY!
(charm knows who's booboobah, shhh!)